En"lighten"ment

What en-lighten-ment feels like to me is this:
It's freedom from the ego. It's observing it, seeing it as it is, what it does to keep us hiding from our real selves and deciding to let it go...Surrender. It's about facing what's uncomfortable. For some of us it's facing an addiction and an addiction is an escape from not wanting to see what's inside. It's observing the wonder of why some of us take one step forward and two steps back? We gotta question these behaviors. Most of us "hide" behind this facade of addictions, behaviors etc, which is not who we really are. Once you begin to experience the depth of your truth, it's an emotional freedom that is free! You become transparent. Most great leaders of influence are transparent. There is nothing to hide, they allow you to experience who they really are. This is who I am. Learn to love your curiousity...